Beastiality

Throughout the past several months, I have been taking my own personal notes while I roam and venture through the world. I may not have seen or caught onto everything, but a couple of thoughts seem to be more noticed in my note taking.

First off. I have not had literal sex with an animal. It occured during my youth. With serious religious zealots, it is considered a harsh sin of beastiality. But, I have also noticed the rest of the population apart from the religious zealots. And, the rest of the population is what fuels these zealots more for their zealousness.

Tying into the idea of bestiality is the nature of man. It is a commonly known law that sexuality is one of man's biggest values. Some men are very professional stalkers and hunters. They do their research and some will even sing their felt expression:



(I'm not being a cat with any particular Joe; I'm just using his song as an example.)

In addition to these foundational thoughts is other factors to include in judgement. My helplessness.

It is being more known that people figure out when I compete; most often it is over leadership traits and skills. Therefore, when I make my own personal judgements against other people and hold other people accountable for actions that they actually have chosen, most of these people snap into the competition. This means that if that person is serious about their role as a leader, they will equally (or not honestly equally) want to have the reaction of the black sheep fued. They will want to do their own research on that person to see what kind of things can be found on another's file.

This is the first time I will make an official apology to the more obvious people in the media over bestiality I committed in my youth. I also give my apology to everyday people in every sort of financial class. I still think I should not have to die over it. It was never my responsibility to broadcast it in the media. It was never my responsibility that other people could have possibly been sexually influenced or turned on by bestiality. I really am sorry that someone drew big attention, and I'm even more sorry that some have chosen to add more kinkiness and something new in their sex life.
I really never understood the Burmuda I have been in.

I will give an apology, but I would rebuke/denounce/deny a person who would want to murder me over it. I would rebuke/denounce/deny a person who wants to torture me or dehumanize me for it.
Of course, with some victims, it usually isn't their choice to be murdered. I'm just saying, if I get murdered, I think it is such a stupid reason to murder me for.
In all honesty, if I ever get married or even in a relationship or sexual encounter, the singer Joe can forget adding beastiality to the bedroom. It happened in my youth. I have never been given the fair opportunity to defend myself or say something for myself. I have never been given my own opportunity to say what turns me on in the bedroom. Some men have just gone with it and everything was fine anyway.

So, I do not wish to be sexual with literal animals. I don't want it. I call other people liars when they shove/frame me into it, as they have done with some women when I complain that I feel I am being pushed onto.
I don't want polygamy.
I don't want to be a swinger.
I don't want to be a lesbian.
I'm not crazy to be bisexual.
I simply am a one man kind of woman.

I give a serious and sincere apology for the bad influence I had not purposed to be.